Well, today was a good day!! 21 pounds down, and a very happy doctor. He said I looked great, and had a healthy glow about me and everything was going as scheduled. Except for that on an average people who started out at my weight usually take around four weeks to lose what I lost in two. So he is making me drink a protien shake between meals. an 8 oz shake twice a day....how in the hell am i supposed to do that when i can barely get down and once at a time??? I think my tell tale face told on me, because he just laughed at my reaction...he said to sip on it all between my meals and I should get it down. I am taking his word for it but i dont see it happening! He doesnt want me to lose muscle. I get to eat soft foods now, and already tried my hand at egg. Went down pretty good. going to try a small piece of fish tonight and see how that goes.
Crazy, it is like i am a baby starting over! But it is a step I will definitely take! Went with my mom to Kohl's after the appointment, and I "future shopped" while she did...refusing to go to the womens section!! I dont ever want to go in that section again. I told mom I am not wasting money on new clothes as I lose...great friends have already offered me clothes, and of course over the years I have saved clothes..you know the ones.."i will get back into those" clothes. And now I will!! it felt so good to know that eventually I will get into those clothes I liked today!! i dont care if it is a 2 dollar dress or a 100 dress, just the satisfation of being in a regular size...ohh I cant wait!!! The things some people take for granted...I am looking forward to!! Off to cook some dinner for my family!! till next time!!
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